Random Thoughts

It was raining real hard these past few days. Guess it's the start of the rainy season. Summer's over and that means school's about to start again. I remember last year, this time of the year, I was so busy reviewing for the upcoming entrance exams. I was so scared that I wouldn't pass Ateneo which was then my dream school. Don't get me wrong, up to now, I still feel so happy that I've passed Ateneo. I just can't say that it's still a dream school since it isn't a dream anymore! :) I hope I can stay long in my course. :) Got my block assignments last night. Block XX1! Hoping for a great year for all of us! I'm so eager to meet them all! hmm... 8 days to go! :)) Hay, I am still missing my high school friends. Having dreams of my FOUR-BEE class. Both daydreams and the normal dreams. :) I wish that we could have a reunion or something. Maybe a second retreat! Oh yeah, I'm really looking forward to the first saturday mass at SJ! Finally, the feeling of being part of the alumni and everyone welcoming you back! hahaha.. hope that it'll be that way too with our batch. Considering most of the teachers and administrators hate us! whahahaha LOL :))

Insomnia Attacks

These past few days, I've been suffering from insomnia. I just can't fall asleep! I envy those people who sleep all day and can still sleep at night. Wow, they sure are sleep lovers! When I can't sleep at night, I usually do these worthwhile things. Read on! :)

• One. Read a book. I find it very comfortable to read a book during this time of the night. Everyone's asleep. I can feel the silence and the serenity of the place. The thing is, my time isn't wasted. I already finished a book that I only read during nighttime. :)
• Two. Listen to music. Any genre would do. As long as it's not rock! Com'on, who would listen to rock music in the middle of the night?! By the way, this is the most common thing that makes me fall asleep. :) But still, it takes a long time. :P
• Three. Write a blog entry on paper. I write any topic on my mind. Like, the day's happenings, future goals... blah blah... :)
• And the last and least worthwhile thing I do... DAYDREAM! Maybe this is the reason behind me having out-of-this-world dreams! :)) (refer to previous blog entries) :)

Anyway, anyone who has an advice in mind could just comment! Thanks in advance! :)

An Afternoon Spent with Cousins

May 26, 2007 Cloudy Rainy Saturday -

Went with my cousin to the park inside our subdivision. We were supposed to drop by my aunt's house on the way to the park to invite my other cousin to join us to the park but he was asleep. By the time we reached the entrance, a stray dog was approaching us. It scared us half dead! Whoo! Anyway, we entered by using the other opening. We climbed the monkey bars and took pics. Then we went to the see-saw and the swing and took some pics as well. After the picture-taking activity, we went back to my aunt's house to visit my uber cute cousin! I was so lucky because she was in a good mood that time. :) We got home just in time the rain fell. Whoo! What a good timing! :P Here are some pics. Enjoy! :)

Reminiscing the Good Old Scouting Days

Last night while listening to the radio, I heard of the song by Edwin McCain entitled "I'll Be". It was the theme song of the PL's batch 2003-2004. As I enjoyed the song, I began recalling the happy moments I encountered the first time I joined the Scouting movement. I was a real freshie back then. Although I was struggling to adapt to high school life, to learn the scouting skills like Sago and commanding, to get along with fellow scout officers, I didn't feel the difficulty. I was having fun. I met friends who were real and worth keeping. I felt that I was really part of the Scouting Family. Even if the training was very tiring and exhausting, it was worth all the effort because by the end of the day, you'll really gain friends that will accept and keep you in their hearts.
When I left scouting and joined the varsity, I have to admit that a great portion of the Thursday load was cut short, but so did the fun and excitement I had in scouting. Yeah, I could be absent anytime and all I get is scolding, I could be late and still get scolding, and ONLY scolding. My P.E. grades won't really be affected at all. But, honestly, it's not worth all the friends I had in scouting. And now, being an "ex-scout officer/staff", I really feel so awkward and out of place when I'm with them. Hmm.. is there any way I could get the bond back? That invisible bond that made me join scouting for three years. I hope I can but I doubt it.

Do dreams come true?

These past few days, I am really bothered with my dreams. My mind was thinking deeply of what these dreams may symbolize. Allow me to share these dreams to you.

Last night, I dreamt of an old friend. We met at the Prep bldg of SJ. She was at the faculty finishing some stuff of her brother. It seemed like she was busy with the clearance of her brother. On the other hand, I was there because our senior class had a reunion and I had to leave early. We were both waiting for the elevator to the ground floor but unfortunately it was broken. So we were forced to take the stairs. That time, we had the time to chat. She told me that she would be staying here for good and that she’ll be enrolling at UP this June. If I could remember correctly, she is taking up Advertising (is there such a course?). As soon as we reached the ground floor, everything was back to normal.

The other night, I dreamt that a 30- year old guy and I (17 years old) were dating! Woo! He seemed very young for his age. He looked as if he just turned 20!! He was semi bald (nothing to do with his age) and he had this very charming smile. I must admit that he was really looking fantastic and very cute! Our eyes literally met! I had this feeling that we were destined to be together!

Wahh.. what’s happening?! Sheesh! I’m in love with the man in my dreams! This is soo crazy! I must stop. He is just a dream and dreams don’t come true. Quit thinking about him and face reality.

the sudden urge of blogging

Way back two years ago, I was introduced to blogger. At that time, I didn't feel the need to write blogs. I thought, why write when I can just tell all my problems to my friends and family? I often abandoned my blog, resulting to numerous blog addresses that are invalid after only a few weeks time.
But, after all I went through in that two years-fights, misunderstandings, heartbreaks, deaths and the like- I suddenly realized that not everyone is interested in my rants and problems. Not everyone has the willingness to listen to every single word I say and really help fix things up. Thus, I decided to come up with a blog to write anything-problems, happy moments, hardships etc- anything I want to say but can't because no one wants to hear them.
I don't mind if no one reads my blogs because anyway it'll just waste his/her precious time. But special appreciation will be given to those who really take time to read and comment. A million thanks to you all.